After my recent post, I picked out this poem I wrote in high school to publish.
crazy and demented
sick and twisted
unbelievably tormented
I AM
every time i close my eyes
i see a nightmare
that haunts me
in daylight hours
i still see a darkness
even though the sun shines
a breath of fresh air shall not stir
for death and destruction
I AM
pain and sorrow
dwell in my heart
every breath i take
is shallow and slow
un-living
unbelieving
I AM
It is not and never was your fault Phoenix, always remember.
Your words say it all, about how you felt then.
This is another of your entries that has really got to me today,and I’m sorry.
Sorry you had to go through all this stuff, sorry that no one stopped it, sorry that you had no support from those around you, and so so sorry that you had the most carefree time of your life taken away so horribly.
love n many many hugs
xxx