Oblivion you are my best friend. Your sweet cushion of absolute nothingness quiets my soul. I look for you in every second of every day. I take part in the sweet moments of life. The joys of motherhood. The milestones, birthdays, holidays, the quiet moments when things are soothing. When those moments go away, I look for you at every turn. I want to disappear. Sink into the darkness that you provide.